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sHaZz|e waZz|e says~ Well i'm 25
Date / Time : Monday, October 24, 2011 / 7:02 AM
Old and aimless.
What a tragic birthday this year, down with fever and all. And instructed to stay home, not post anything in Facebook or even reply to anyone in Facebook. Or I'll get it? Wth.
Huge part of me wishes you'd drop down and die, really. Small part of me still has hope you would change.
Come in we're not even married or plan to do so anyways. What's with all this mistrust like you're perfect or something. If you cant swallow the past then don't bother sticking with the present or hoping for a future! Just take it quietly or leave it.
Digging up the past will not do good for the both of us.
sHaZz|e waZz|e says~ Ramadhan Al-mubarak!
Date / Time : Tuesday, August 09, 2011 / 2:41 AM
Eesh makin mendalam bulan puasa ni makin menjadi plak! Nk salahkan setan da tkle.. Eesh...
My social paper over woohoo!!!
sHaZz|e waZz|e says~ We went on a date
Date / Time : Thursday, June 02, 2011 / 11:16 PM
We went to east coast park! Lol. Actually to view the nearest barbecue pits to seven eleven for my department on 23rd July. So excited about that too.
We bought dinner and ate at one of the benches. So "romantic". Haha eating in the dark.
But the most fun part was that I had asrul's thumbdrive and we played techno songs out loud while driving haha.
sHaZz|e waZz|e says~ I miss my pumpkin boy
Date / Time : Monday, May 30, 2011 / 1:39 AM
I miss him I really do. Recently I've been playing his old CDs, hoping it might help awaken him to his senses sooner like many people said it would lol. Re-hearing songs like sweet home Alabama and hotel californiacation made it all enjoyable though. Wake up boy we've got so many places to go together, u know like USS.
sHaZz|e waZz|e says~
Date / Time : Sunday, March 20, 2011 / 4:17 AM
well well, welcome back.
it's two more days to a year since i last posted.
blasts of past year:
- finally started taking my degree (psychology/mktg mgt @ Murdoch University)
- finally own a class 3 driving licence
- still with the same man i've been with since 2007
ttyl. :)
sHaZz|e waZz|e says~
Date / Time : Monday, March 22, 2010 / 3:46 PM
KL was the bomb!
photos and updates coming up soon -- this means when i feel like typing more and upload photos to comp.
sHaZz|e waZz|e says~
Date / Time : Thursday, March 18, 2010 / 3:09 PM
dear god, please help me find peace in all this. i hope u heard my daily prayers.
sHaZz|e waZz|e says~
Date / Time : Friday, March 12, 2010 / 5:39 PM
just discovered from my 13yr old sister yday night that now they only study up to 8 planets because last year, these astronomers confirmed that Pluto is too small to be a planet, and apparently, Pluto has vanished. -_-
sHaZz|e waZz|e says~
Date / Time : Thursday, March 11, 2010 / 2:30 PM
Helllllo. See now I'm bored at work, coz I like to do my things fast and I end up taskless earlier than others. (but actually I think they have more things to do :D)
So now I want to show you my office assistant. Office as in Microsoft Office. I haven't given it a name yet, but when I rarely need to use it, it sleeps. See pictures below to see how it is when it's asleep and when it's awake.
WAHAHAHAH. I just wasted your time reading this, didn't I? :D
sHaZz|e waZz|e says~
Date / Time : Monday, January 11, 2010 / 11:32 PM
the absence of my brother, the walking and talking and oh-so-manje one, definitely changed my life. an event that closed my heart and opened up my eyes. wonder how many days it has been now, no one's counting anymore. he's more responsive, abit more noisy also, and i tell everyone that to make sure people don't assume he's a no-hope case. no one knows how long more, no one knows how badly affected he will be, no one knows but GOD. and we leave it to his great hands and welcome the destiny he will bestow upon us.
losing a friend is a common occurence in my life. drift away, or simply lose common interest, or 'accidentally' clicked well with other pals, other groups. etc. but what just happened simply took my breath and heart away.
ur gone forever muhaimeen, but the memories will remain etched in our hearts. mourning is rough process and i'm missing evrything abt u now; ur straight-back walk, ur high pitched giggles, the cute puppy dog looks u make, and the cute way u say pls (ouh pretty pls shaz with strawberry cream on top).
i've not seen u in years, or been there for u in years, i sure hope u knew u were a great deal in my life, in fact for half my life now. insyaallah aku akan sentiasa doakan mu muhaimeen. semoga tuhan mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh mu dan tempatkan mu di samping orang2 yg beriman. amin.
missing u a great big deal my dear beloved friend abdul muhaimeen 11 04 1986 ~ 09 01 2010
