whoever made it official that sunday was family day?
sorry i'm not the typical singaporean who spends her weekdays slogging off for work and trying to accomplish good reputation and gaining high status for my self centred self and only leave one bloody day at the end of the week for family. yea so called family you love so much u only leave them one day.
what's wrong with giving them a bit of ur everyday? spend a lil time of ur everyday with whom you feel for, be it ur family, ur buddies, ur dumb boyfriend, ur neighbours or maybe ur pets. whatever. coz u never know when's ur last day right.
yea right. i tell u what. i'm not feeling too well and getting angry at everything i dunno why. so here i am listening to loud music on the headphones, typing jibberish i dun even understand and going to publish it soon.
why? maybe coz i just took three pills and my hands are shaking coz it's too strong and my lungs still not breathing properly.
dun worry, the pills are medically prescribed to consume 3 at a time.
Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 11:00 AM
i thought it was pretty sweet to play an M.J song on Class 95 right before i left for work this morning upon the news of his death [at 5.26am (SG time)]. Class 95 played "Man in the Mirror"; how long ago since i heard that song! as nice as ever.
now that i'm at work, we listen to malaysian radio stations i.e. MIX FM or HITZ FM, as you all know there's no more streaming for local stations! and for more than 2 hours now, they've been playing M.J hits consecutively....!
at first when i heard "Billie Jean" and "Black or White" and "Thriller", it was sensational! and i began to reminisce back on younger days in the mid-90s when me & my cousins sang M.J hits all the time, and i was trying hard to keep up - esp with eful, yaya, hir & mas - they seemed to know every song every word!
then, the radio stations played M.J hits such as "You are not Alone" and "They don't care about Us" -- isn't that like so so so emotionally depressing...????? oh dear, could i be mourning for someone i've not really been a big fan of, but simply someone i've grown up listening to....
it's for sure there are so many fans out there mourning and mourning... (i'm depressed myself) even my cousin syai is playing M.J hits by himself at home... and here i am listening to this station never-endlessly playing M.J hits.....
ouh and yes , did i tell you, it was just 4 days ago, me and my cousins were playing Guitar Heroes as a band, and i sang "Beat It" :)
You may have left us, Michael, but your songs will forever remain etched in our hearts... R.I.P. Mikaeel....
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 11:19 PM
finally, my last day in Courts~!!!!! to tell u in short, they transferred me to bukit timah on 23rd March, and i knew i couldn't take the distance so i tendered my resignation on the first day i started there. so, today was my last!
words can't describe how much i'm gonna miss Courts: i spent 20 months there, n that's longer than how long i've been with dear. in the last couple of months i met more new colleagues and just beginning to get the hang of them and too bad i already have to leave...
here's something natasha did (my partner in bt timah), and it was very sweet of her. :D
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 6:13 PM
i'm sick.
:(
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 1:41 AM
SAPE MKN KAYU??
Sedap ke mkn kayu..
Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 2:15 AM
Last Friday, we went to watch My Bloody Valentine! Sure it was fun and gruesome and super thrilling! But having sat 4th row from the front, and wearing 3D goggles, we got dizzy and blurry pictures almost one third of the movie sia. Ouh don't blame us for accepting tickets 4th row from the front; we went all the way to Vivo, and had to even wait 3 hours for the movie okay. The earlier one was 1st row at the front. Argh. Should have watched at tamp je. And while waiting the 3hrs, all of us, (yes all me lala asrul nor) didn't bring our fags, left'em in the car parked super duper far away hahahaha!!!
Then 2 days back, me n dear caught Watchmen at TM. His bloody idea. I wanted to watch that 'He's just not that into you' but his treat, his choice i guess. 3 hours of torture!!!! Sure it was cool with the characters, but it was 15% action, 55% talk & 30% totally don't understand!! Hehe. Next time, I choose k?
Ouh yes, happy 18months dear-dear. Muaaks.
Sunday, March 08, 2009 @ 2:15 AM
BULL SHIT!!!!!
BULL SHIT!!!!!
BULL SHIT!!!!!
BULL SHIT!!!!!
08-03-2009
Puas Hati Jgn Kasi Aku Ade Kwn
@ 1:00 AM
WHICH PART OF CANNOT COULDN'T YOU BLOODY UNDERSTAND???????
i hate this. being trapped in this one-sided, unfair world with you damnit. it has always ALWAYS been about you hasn't it? i had to end it before, coz YOU refused to play ur part anymore. and now it has started again just coz YOU changed ur mind n wanted to. when it had taken 5 months to completely forget all abt u and what we ever had. YOU made me start again coz YOU decided to.
so fine, let's try what YOU want. coz i'll never win over the decision anyway no matter how i try. now i can't do this coz YOU don't like that. and i can't do that coz YOU think it won't be necessary. necessary for who in the first place? and yes, i did whatever YOU said, at least 85% out of it. better than the 15% YOU ever try to go my flow.
i told you from the start, this had better be mutual, an eye-for-an-eye thing going or the deal is off.
so which part of what YOU did was fair? was it fair when YOU ignored my disallowing you to continue with your plans when all this while YOU made me, YOU forced and threatened me so that i'd cancel my plans? is it the part YOU went to DBL-O without my knowledge not twice, not thrice but more than that in just the past 5 months we've been back together? or it is the part when YOU have successfully sneaked out when i thought YOU were already asleep coz YOU insisted on being so? or could it be the part YOU tried to mark me down with my accusations of your wrongdoings which ended up completely true? oh wait, maybe it's the part YOU bloody used your ultimate strength to hit me on 3 separate occasions?
now YOU tell me. what was i supposed to gain from this?