last saturday, there was a birthday party for mas' lil sister at her place.. i had to organise some games for the party, together with mas.. thank god kak ida pon ader..
niway, i reached her plc at ard 5plus on saturday morning, from lepak2 with wali, jo, jep n sri. just in time to wash up n all, wake asan up at 6, den when i was abt to slp at 6.30, mas' mum told me to help her siap2. lol. so yea, i didn't sleep n survived the party, and also work dat nyt.. i even went jb with juju n fiee.. slept sunday morn at 5plus. okay per!

her sis got damn alot of presents.. from toys, to cash[ALOT SIA] and even cash vouchers.. someone gave her an envelope which contained ard 30 cash vouchers[to buy stuff at guardian/7-11/cold storage etc] worth $20 each.. after much persuasion, me, mas n kak ida, got 5 each.. wahaha. that's $100 worth of goodies.. and for just planning her birthday party games.. hehe. i used one up already to buy my prepaid topup, which in turn, SingTel has dis promotion that if u buy the $20 topup, u get a McD meal free. free lagi!!! -redeemed-

okayla, den yesterday me & sri wanted to go threading, tapi dua2 lambat, sampai tekka da kul 9.. so tk jadi.. lepak bugis jap, waited fer wali den alek tamp lepak ngan wani, aim n ateng.. maybe go again tmr, i mean later..

i'm trying very hard to make this entry a happy one, coz i really am excited abt the vouchers n all but i cant, coz i'm really not. happy that is.
i'm trying to be happy. i'm trying to live. i'm trying to forget u. i'm trying to force myself to believe that i'm not missing u.
life's bland without u dear. yet, life hurts with u ard.
maybe, this is just the best way out. u dun even seem to need me.
coz u have so many others. isn't it true what i've been saying all this while.
i'm dying here inside, yet nobody knows...i hide it so well... sigh.