[Shaz, repeat this a zillion times: it is just an infatuation that you're having..it is just an.......]

went jb with juju and lala just now.. okayla, got my fag supply probably for 3 days or what..and lotsa chewing gum lol.

yday went dblO with wal, jo, lala n sri..somehow asan knew that i went.. i didn't tell him.. i couldn't.. i haven't been really contacting with him for almost a week now.. it feels like shit, but i have to survive it, somehow..
he msged me when i was there asking how was it, and i casually replied tt it was okay n i didn't see any of his friends.. fikir2 balik, yes he could have just assumed that i went, or maybe his lala_bubbly told him?

she was there, i saw her.. tho i didn't really say hie to her.. remembering the fact that i once told her not to get close to asan, and she ended up giving her no to him, when he asked for it i guess.. well i know he's like that.. but u, as my supposed girlfriend, who once had lotsa trouble with my cousin over her ex, and now that we're friends, n i even warned u before, u still do it? and u told him not to tell me? thankss gurl. don't deny it, he was replying to ur dumb msgs right in front of my eyes.

okayy wait a minuteeeee. he doesn't belong to u shaz, and probably never will, so he has every right to do what he wants. period.