it hurts to be treated like shit,
especially when ur treated like a princess on other days.
either give me nice or dun be nice at all.

so what wrong did i do this time; is it coz i prioritize u too much, n give u too much face?
is it coz i try my very best to fulfill what u say?
or is it coz i'm never just good enough....

daydreams will always be fantasies;
dreams are always meant to be forgotten;
just listen to what your parents say and things will be fine,
yea i should have done that.

i miss shafiee. i was at geylang with has looking for her bf's family's baju raya n i was browsing thru the men's baju melayu, n i got reminded of how every year i would come to geylang several times not to look for mine, but to look for the perfect matching-with-the-sisters outift for my lil bro coz i know he wouldn't bother n he's always rely on me to do it.
my eyes started to tear n i did not touch or glance at another baju melayu for the rest of the night.