the absence of my brother, the walking and talking and oh-so-manje one, definitely changed my life. an event that closed my heart and opened up my eyes. wonder how many days it has been now, no one's counting anymore. he's more responsive, abit more noisy also, and i tell everyone that to make sure people don't assume he's a no-hope case. no one knows how long more, no one knows how badly affected he will be, no one knows but GOD. and we leave it to his great hands and welcome the destiny he will bestow upon us.

losing a friend is a common occurence in my life. drift away, or simply lose common interest, or 'accidentally' clicked well with other pals, other groups. etc. but what just happened simply took my breath and heart away.

ur gone forever muhaimeen, but the memories will remain etched in our hearts. mourning is rough process and i'm missing evrything abt u now; ur straight-back walk, ur high pitched giggles, the cute puppy dog looks u make, and the cute way u say pls (ouh pretty pls shaz with strawberry cream on top).

i've not seen u in years, or been there for u in years, i sure hope u knew u were a great deal in my life, in fact for half my life now. insyaallah aku akan sentiasa doakan mu muhaimeen. semoga tuhan mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh mu dan tempatkan mu di samping orang2 yg beriman. amin.


missing u a great big deal my dear beloved friend abdul muhaimeen 11 04 1986 ~ 09 01 2010